Friday, May 30, 2008
is my absence making u feeling boring or awkawarD?heart feel terrible dunno y...itzit i started to tink tings wild as wad he say?i m sensitive?tis two days life is bad..feeling upset bt cant speak a word out...he todae seems wierd..he sms his mum whether gt time to tok?wad is bothering u..can share with me?let me knw?u knw by doing tis it won helps out..coz i care for u...tok to u nicely bt u like angry with me..when i dunno wad wrong i did...for game also same..being a ldr is hard ..bt i nvr even treat myself as ldr..wad i wan is we hf tgt..n jy i nthe coming event...y r all like tat?can any1 tell me...at work..no matter wad i nid to act happy...coz i dun wan ppl to knw indeed i m unhappy..
hmm..its early morning before i g owork..nw is about 7.56am..
i decided to blog because i m unhappy but yet i dunno who to sae to
MOOD [UNHAPPY]
Y?: coz my hs5 family event
: y he dun seems to tok to me in a nice tone most of the time
:y must i ask whether he is gng owrk...or y is he gng work s oearly..i asked not coz i suspect its i m curious..ppl work 1030am u g owork at 720am?cme on..common reaction?
:can sme1 care for me n understand me?
Thursday, May 29, 2008
oh...two days nvr blog?=D todae woke up late from bed ..luckily da fei zhu mum wake me up man..if nt i tink i mtie be forever slping..so rushing todae to work..bt its nearby phew~erm...pay day still far..i nid apply half day for my ic making..duh..dunno nid birth cert or can tk passport..=.= tml i shall call... oh tis few days work super busy..i busy until smetimes feel giddy n unhappy too..sian..then tis few days find out that my time is nt enufff?i nid a gd rest..bt each night dun really slp well..maybe coz gt anger inside..erm..ytd went out dinner after my work ..alot work on hand todae manage to finish abit la...then still gt few mre..oh n tml is the alst day for our full time students n then they will have a week holidays liao..so gd...n erm...two days nvr really coomunicate with da fei zhu le..he is playing his game etc..bt he gt heard me saying bout ym work la..he allso bth ba~bt then snow pa sae smeting mre funny lo..ask me do evil tings lolz...erm..june 2 i nid submit the logo le..n also..family in hs5 gt sme problems ba..people in game really treat each other as virtual palyerS?y uh?cant turn into reality?=.= in fact i hope i can knw everyone of them more ..=.= in bgr,family or even with gd friends..i hope tat i can at least understand them abit ..coz i found out its impt lei =.= erm anyway gng 3 months with da fei zhu le~=) hope everyting goes smooth...n we can be loving as times passes by =)
Monday, May 26, 2008
hmm...current mood tired but not bad~todae is monday morning~ go work nvr late but forget punch in..coz help out helen wash the pails n mop..bt gt cockroach!!=.= argh..n christopher go step on it =p heh~then after that go bk..sit on my desk..let my com ru nawhile...coz morning really slowly..sucks man >.< ...then staart doing work for todae..todae business n cme i nguest quite alot lei...i tin kgt 5000 plus cash earned loh..haben plus nets...rich si bo?the nafter that...do my work prepare test papers for tml de...update student data...erm..then finish work i tin k5pm work finish le..bt pick up call..oh ya..sat miss my lunch busy man..bt one of my colleague went for so lnog..wth de..bt nvm suan le...todae tired..n also i m happy that my family members of hs5 r training well...bt the other noob no ppl train...its nt easy .. itry my best though..n our motto n logo is out le..its nice work hana...shira did also..maybe later i go see my email n browse it...sme confusion nw sianz =.=over the logo n motto,... anyway... todae da fei zhu call me twice after his work...wad i wan ..is we tok mre each day..n communicate like a couple ba....days passed by..we shld haf understand each other more le ba..i hope tis love road will be smooth n happy ....ful lright nw..argh...my itch mouth go eat smemre!as he tabao food bk...w ode ma =xD..NW stomac like bloated==*poof*rest my stomach b4 gng slp*
Friday, May 23, 2008
back from work..hungry =.= zzzzzzz.... going bath soon.... erm tml gt new class held in our sch..=.=i tink sure alot people?anyway principal gng on vacation n the place is JAPAN!my dream place... oh..ytd nvr blog coz mood nt gd....the nfeeling super tired coz two nights nvr slp properly kip dreamt of wierd dreams omg man >..<....
hmm...with da fei zhu gt 3 months soon le....bt everyday we dun really tok as much as b4..itzit true wad ppl sae...the communication n sweetness really just last for the maximum 1 month?=.=can be forever?to me nw..is like..we r leading our own life...i cant sae it out..coz he sure sae i sensitive...=.=
*vanish*
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
yohoo..came bk from work bt nt bathing yet..coz sweating dun wan catch a cold..weather is super hot..wad is the temperature nw!!>.<..washing clothes nw also..then chat with da fei zhu mum awhile..everyday will chat with her n also she will buy us dinner de..gd isnt it?ytd night..chat with da fei zhu for awhile ..i feel glad coz at least we communicate..find out that we dun communicate much de..wan knw him mre though each days de..so hope he will tell me anyting?coz i will la ==..hope we get even beter each time i mean our relationship ^^..hmm.. oh ya..todae print test papers..er..quite alot la..bt sme printed one sided onyl..wo de ma ar...so other sets cant make mistake le..two sided save money la..zzz...oh ya..then tml continue print la...coz if all do finish tml no work do..lmao..todae nt as busy as tues la...so still can cope..had lunc hwith amanda lo..yummy lunch =x..then wad's more..oh ya i gng self study foreign lanuages liao...gt vie lesson gng on..so i tink complete le i go learn tohers...its fun isnt it?at least can communicate world wide =x gng bath soon..n eat dinner liao..=)todae peaceful ..only phone calls as usual alot ba..tata ^^
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
gd evening~hmm ytd nvr post...heh..just back from work n a bath...weather is so hot man....walk also can sweat so much wor==...oh ya..ytd whip up a dinner ee..failed =.= arghh gng try harder le....did nothing much ytd also...=)oh todae start work le wor..busy man..times files..bt morning boss cme nag la..although nt at me bt at my colleague bt i find it crappy?coz its nt my colleague fault lei...u wan cheap tings n dun pay much..how to find??god give?=.= anyway when boss go..we have a better space of working..nt so tense up?for me..i m still ok la..coz he nvr call my name de..my name at work is jerlyn lo..zzzzz new name use at work only ^^ the ntodae gt pp lsign up course also..found out that...china ppl smetimes really sucks man...like wad da fei zhu sae i agrees liao *nod*...then todae hor...nid prepare test paper for those courses etc lo..nothing much happening..opps saw a dress quite cute lei..at bishan =xD arghh..wanna buy liao..=x...todae eat lunch with amanda..plan hao hao lst..heh..coz i dun like eat alone lei...bored la...gt ppl pei can tok rubbish also...then went hm..da fei zhu todae claim off..so that he dun haf off liao tis week >.< ytd he told me he gng k end of the month...n heard frm nonie lancer also wan go k after 28th?anyway awaiting la..miss outing >.<....anyway da fei zhu nt happy..i don dare tok much..zzzzzz , hmm n also for my my hs5 papa..emece?papa cheer up..in bgr nt u sae forget jiu can de....nt easy..hurt ppl is nt wad u wan too isnt?cheer up ^^ *poof* off to dinner n game ba?
-[MISS those outing held]-
-[FAMILY PIC BUT NT ALL IN YET..DONE BY HANA]
Monday, May 19, 2008
hohoho~nothing to post todae...in fact its already monday coz nw is 12.30am liao~todae is rest day..sun wad did i do?i do nothing..woke up from bed at 1pm... coz i m so tired...wake up..get to eat porridge brought by his mum..^^ then slack le...read up forum...n also go in sho online..nw lvl 24 le..weet..finally...bt gt quest cming up...oh ya ..n also watching the zethai..one episode nia..coz i nid buffer n go gaming la..no time..i tink later slp wake up gng watch...=)..todae went in hs5 sg de n my de..both..my todae stay sg de longer..coz alot family members inside...=)..hmm..i missed the past times..when more r online..such as ace ,jorel,bearbear,nerdy etc >.<..todae played with them and also kuteboo...sweet guy again =.=...=) then ..nothing le ba...tml will blog again..nid cook dinner tml...heh..hope it is success..n my da fei zhu like it~wan an ppl=)
Saturday, May 17, 2008
hmm just log out from sg hs5....before that was eatting curry fro dinner..and sho online...can feel my mind is tired ...todae is sat but need go work..early morning cant get up n been snoring...=.= die man...bcme pig le >.<..then headed to work reach as usual 830am - 837am..heh....then rest awhile..n see gt work thats is undone..todae the name list abit mess up la..payment tingy..so i solve it le...so afraid i do it wrong again... oh todae principal (alan)gt cme..he as usual cme awhile only..n also the accs the cme n do his accs...todae alot classes more than normal ba..helen nid to teach lo..so in the office front desk left me n chris la..can cope la..bt met a parents complain todae..saying her daughter nvr learn anyting sae its lao shi de fault lo...so clarify de..indeed lao shi gt problem?bt china students learn eng nt easy uh..nid time de ba...then also copier still spoil nid call the person in charge asap...todae also clean up the 4 classrooms..i clean the both room..one is one of the teacher xie de ..she is on leave.....reach home le..bath le...then play sho online awhile n finally forum i can go in...weet...bt thks snow papa for helping me out ^^.. then eat curry fro dinner..cook by da fei zhu mum =XD...yummy~tml off n mon..finally..gng slp as long as i can..=x...tired man.. then go i nsg hs5..saw xue n lung..then sae kuteboo...interesting vn guy..sweet too..bt all is virtual cant turn into reality de..itts all bout enjoying isnt?*poof*
Friday, May 16, 2008
hmm~back home not long..rest awhile before bath~ hmm..fast start work gt 5 days le ..tml also working bt i tink tml mre ppl ba coz it is sat~ hope i won make any mistakes still learning in progress la..will jy de ^^...todae reaach work place super hungry...bt drin kwater n tahan until 1.40pm..coz chris n helen went to lunch lst~so amanda went off to lavender pass ppl flyers to help us distribute de..hmm then after helen bk i still wait for chris .... hmm...chris is a fun colleague, n amanda also..bery helpful ...bt she is going to study soon.... n stop work at july....then todae we ate lunch tgt....eat wad lei..gong bao chicken rice..nice n really yummy~<333..then went bk work lo..oh ya todae work make mistakes again arghh....blur la..database isnt easy as i tink.. >.
<..have a great weekend people ^^Thursday, May 15, 2008
today blog abit later...nw is almost 11pm le..i just log out frm sg hs5^^ hmm..played a few songs chat with them then log out liao..omg..todae i gng link the video make for the award..nice job done elir~=)...with the song killer...its looks simple bt cool ya...ok..todae job ar..as usual lo..i in fatt nid to write tings i need to do in the do list..coz sure won forget de...my job nw i tin klast till july lei...bt wil try nt to forget any of them...hmm..coz if forget jiu die liao ==..so todae both principal n his wife came...with pricipal around kindda of stress...dunno y..its damn auto... bt tired man...feeling slpy nw liao..bt da fei zhu nt yet back home~ hmm...coming sun or sat maybe meeting up them bt i nid save money lei..cant wander around much la..>.< lst ful ltime job lei..pay nt out so fast ma..zzzz....awaiting for holiday man...the public holiday coming..weet...oh ya...stacy n taku is bk t othe family liao...hope they enjoy gaming in hs5... discover smeting...we cant be to otrue in hs5..u all knw y?coz fakers r all around..one super dumb ting u can do si to act blur or act fake with them ..damn lameanyway tml i fri~~ hope everyone enjoy their weekend for me sat i must work liao...6 days work..arghh
below is the link to the video~see if u all can view but nt short cut sry >.<:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OH6GxImyME8Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Blogging time~hmm…wad time now ar? =p its is 4.07pm…oh ya..ytd was chatting with da fei zhu about diff country ppl..n we tok mroe on china.. n also my working enviro...he sae china ppl until >.<..damn funny?=.=hmm…todae work load so-so la.. bt make sme mistakes..trying nt too le…will be careful ba..todae went lunch earlier ^^…bt nt really hungry la n also save $$ =X…THEN TODAE PRINCIPAL IS BK …hmm bk he dun really seems fierce..==…must knw him more than know de ba..oh todae dinner settle myself!! >.< went to sms da fei zhu see if he eaten le ma…he replied haben so went to buy lunch for me..duck rice with ice coffee ^^…hmm… sucks man raining todae..sit in front of the air con lei..colddddd~~aw~~..n the air refresher hor… alamak de..kip spray lei..until my jacket also gt the smell..ytd slp abit latee nia…awaiting for sun n Monday ! so that can game le…oh ya..stacy joining bk family liao weet^^I login in n add her bk =)) n hope she won leave liao…oh…about my game character..i don knw if I train wrong ma..go home chek forum n also todae gng wash the laundry…btw… I m glad I knw sme1 gd in my life =)..
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
hmm...haben lunch break yet waiting for amanda to be bk..she went to bk for a meal..here lunch is bored..coz ar is alone de..so called rotating shift ...
hmm...todae reach work palce on time bt wake u pa bit late 5 mins late bah...cozstil ltired althoughh ytd slp early bt nvr slp hao hao >.<..then bath de time auntie gt to wait le..so sry =.= i try be puntual in waking up~~then headed to office...bt early morning sore throat..sian bt nw better le drinking mre water... todae learn alot ba..jsut nw gt student apply for pass to study in sec sch...sianz...ma fan de lei... anyway hope work is smooth...ytd da fei zhu n me like gt argue ...small conflict bt we dun really communicate well enuff...zzz..sianz...y does bgr seems so zzz..igh~tired..end psot~update after work bah
Monday, May 12, 2008
hmm..back from work n have a bath..wow lst ting..after bath i felt TIRED >.<...hmm...todae reach work place at 845am...then sit down to my desk where i m assign... the nstart to get instuction fro mthe so called supervisor...her name is helen...then gt christopher n amanda as my colleague...one is quite exp staff le.. another is temp staff bt work also lnog le..awaiting to go ntu de =)...gud luck wor..=D...hm mmy job scope is like really pure admin n shyt work la...students records etc lo..like register..handle phone calls although al lof us have too... explai ncourse tingy..n also like foreign students pass etc..hmm alot of students frm china n over the world man... as alot coz conducted such as jap etc lo..work nt gng to be easy bt wil jy de..bt bored la lunch only can one person maybe till i can manage then can go with ppl eat >.< hmm...then todae da fei zhu off ..he trai nso many char liao..boo =.=anyway tml gng be another working day..n nxt mon public holiday n no mre holiday le..lolz...just start work awaiting holiday =p [HUNGRY] awaiting for dinner] =D..tk care all
Sunday, May 11, 2008
oh..nvr blog ytd...so come in blog ytd de n add on abit for todae bah..although tis rather early now ...=D ..HMM UPdate ytd ba..ytd wake up rather late coz slp late n super tired..must slp more tml start work liao..cant game mre!!! wo de ma ar >.<..hmm ytd went out for a dinner with snow~~ =x hmm...then we ate wan tun mee....then tok tok abit...there we went arcade weet uweet...wow..aracde alto ppl sia..so snow went to play maximum tune..n we played other few games too~~ thks snow for pei-ing me play lolz...gt a game super cute sia.w.e went to try it out..its so called team work needed de...bt fun uh~~ then we try the outrun 2 big big de..wow it moves...lol...i m sucha mountain tortise seh =p bt its fun wor...then we went to have a drink lo..then we headed home le...hmm..todae is mother day...hope every mother in the world will enjoy it^^ n stay healthy u~tonight dinner i gng whip up a few dishes hope it went well =D happy weekends n my work start tml~~hope it turn out smooth~~oh ya...sho online~~da fei zhu gng to play demon knight which is half warrior half healer?=p n i gng play adman which is pure damage de wor~ n he told me he gng buy antoher big cupboard for clothes =.= n also another lcd~~ =D bt i tink my cpu nid reformat lei =.= okies that all..tm lafter work i cme bk blog ok?i try~~=D
Friday, May 09, 2008
hmm...todae wake up super early... coz morning gt interview..n last day of my job at department store...i nfact monday gng start admin job... must adapt to slp early liao...coz i dun wan find another job le..wan to find one really stable de...then todae played sho online...wow..fun la..bt tiring to train at times..gt war..n i wanted to go..bt i go also see nia..coz lvl nt high..mtie go nxt time =p..nw listening to tis song..a funny song sang by jay zhou 千山万水[奥运参选歌曲] 周杰伦 ...hmm...then go in my hs5 n sg de hs5..bt sg de ..brought me problems..ppl cant identify bet virtual n rl lei..damn silly isnt it?hmm..i cant be bothered le..thats all bah...gng have a bath n slack~ continue my sho..b4 mon start work no energy =xD
Thursday, May 08, 2008
hmm back home few mins bk bah..sweaty sweaty..hot!!..bad day..coz was asleep halfway sms come in~~ arghh gt to work earlier..=.= ...hmm bt end early too....=.=...tml gt an interview at bishan as admin clerk?woots =.=...diff job scope for me... heh hope it be successful...hmm ytd i nvr blog uh..coz was out n at night com was use by da fei zhu n i was playing psp=x..so nvr blog..ytd was off day for us...bt da fei zhu went to shop awhile..n at night we went for a international seafood buffet at novena...inside basement of novena square.....
oh..its was quite nice....gt alot food i nvr eat b4 get to try la...thks da fei zhu mum for the treat after that went to walk awhile n went bk home liao
...tired...bt b4fore gng home da fei zhu went home lst coz he nid toilet n i make him angry again >.<...
anyway i m just speaking frankly mah=.= bt i knw he won be s opetty de ba...oh ya..after that we went to tpy central walk awhile n brought corn flakes for my breakfast =p...yummy~~n also get to haf a nice sleeping pjyamas heh~~ hmm...then went bk hs5 awhile...then bath n slack till 1am plus..bt gt very bad dream..arghh...dreamt of killer,terriost n rapist..wth isnt it..scared until i awake =.=..ok thats all for todae..have a nice day...attached my fav dp in my blog <33333
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
if you love someone, let them go. If
they return to you, it was meant to be. If
they don't, their love was never yours to
begin with...
a great love is when you shed tears
and still cares for him & still longs for
him, he begins to love another and yet
you still smile and say " I'm happy for
you " (:
the worst thing in the world is
seeing the one you love with the one
they love.
you always love the ones who leaves
you and leaves the one who loves you.
loving is not how you forget but how
you forgive, not how you listen but how
you understand, not what you see but
how you feel and not how you let go but
how you hold on.
a guy and a girl can be just friends ,
but.. at one point or another , one of
them will fall for the other , maybe
temporary , maybe at wrong time ,
maybe too late , maybe ..
Just maybe... forever...
hmm...after work had my bath n late dinner..burps~~ todae work frm 12-10pm...long hrs..at lst no sales at all...the bags r having promotion...bt nt much people perhaps the design nt tempting ba?=p..hm manyway manage to do sales after my dinner break ^^...jojo come n have dinner with me todae..finally met her after she went bk kl for smetime ... hmm..she turned white OMG =X.. anyway we ate le..chit chat awhile n she go meet her bf n i went bk work >.<...n todae meet wierd indian customer asking wierd tings..supervisor scolded him after he left lolz....n auntie treat me eat potota balls?taste gd yummy =xD hmm...todae gt a customer tok to me for smetime n even cme bk find me..lolz..wierd right..she is trying to find ppl to work sales marketing la..those social circle must big big de...bt i dun haf =.=...so we just chat lo..she too friendly le..i feel wierd =p..tml is off day...gng to haf buffet dinner with him n his mum ...=) n also todae zhi qing sms me..she gt a job le..grats wor..n jy...soon we meet up ok? =) thats all for todae ba..huggies
Monday, May 05, 2008
hmm..since long time i blog le bah...i m back again =)
tis blog will be long wor =D
tis 1 yr after grad ...been working...bt change several job...cant find the one i like yet bah...bt currently working as department store the salesgirl aka promoter =.=.. hmm its at bugis... =)tml gng work le..off on wed..bt work on thurs n fri =) the timing r flexible so i gng to find another job? most prob... hmm... maybe another pt lst?=) earn more money so i can go travel... n also save for future.. currently life bee ngoing on well..been going work, going for genting trip 2 weeks ago..omg..genting r cold...took some rides there ...with my da fei zhu... thks to the everyting..esp the trip...we both had alot fun there..sme how like the world belongs to us only...although...we nvr really did alot tings there..bt we ate alot >.< n also brought goodies bk for family n his colleagues.. hmm after genting bk..i been busy looking for job..n finally found one..n as usual he is busy with his work...recently... nvr really touch on much new games..except highstreet5 n also sho online..a rpg game bt its rather hard to train..=.= gng find new game le..=)
omg my dad call me todae saying he found hp?=.= he is so lucky isnt it?lols..anyway my dad is finally ok le..recently his health gt sme problems ba..diet diet diet=p shld be fine de...oh ya..went to watc hthe harold n kumar movie..lmao..its funny...=x...bt watch until super late on sat loh.. =)thats all ba for todae..gng bath le...sweaty...=D
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